My Beliefs Turned Me Into a Ghost
I have been reading some books on “Beliefs”. I read all the time. I am what you would call a “book-aholic.” So one of the latest books I read said that Darwin had it all wrong. Heredity does not determine who we are and what we believe, but instead our cells determine who we are according to their interaction with the world we live in.
Work Strickly With The Body’s Energy To Change Beliefs
I like to read psychic books to compare them with the way I was taught at the Psychic Institutes. But I am not finding much we have in common. I was taught to work in a very physical way with energy.
There were no candles, there were no meditations, there was no sacred place to practice, there were no words that should be said, there was no sage incense. We strictly worked on the physical level using the body’s energy system.
When I did beliefs work it was very fast and it consisted of letting go of a tremendous amount of energy. We did not spend time analyzing ourselves, we just found a belief we didn’t want any more and we just changed. And that was it.
Psychic Explorers
In many of our experiments with psychic energy, we really didn’t know what was going to happen. We just designed techniques, carried them out and then in hindsight looked back at what we had done and what the results were. Then for the next class we would use what we have learned and take it one step further. You might have called us psychic explorers. We walked where others had not gone before.
Changing Beliefs At the “Speed of Thought”
When we worked with beliefs we worked at the “speed of thought”. Just got that darn belief as far away from ourselves as we possibly could. Don’t think about it, just shoot it out there in the universe and watch it go into outer space. That was our method. It was really fast, it was powerful and it changed our lives.
Think about that. We were changing our beliefs and therefore our lives “in a matter of a few seconds”.
An Energy Kickback From Beliefs Work
We found that there was a kickback. The energy of beliefs that we were releasing had to clear the psychic field that surrounded us. If it didn’t, then that negative energy would linger around us and cause a feeling of “I don’t give a “*%^N” about anything. Almost like a mild depression. So we had to take some time to clean our field, if there was a buildup of energy.
Where’s The Ghost?
“Okay! Enough about beliefs and energy and feelings and fields and everything else. I just want to know about the ghost.”
“Wait a minute. Let me tell the story in my own way.”
“Well, hurry up.”
Okay so we did not know in the beginning how our beliefs and our body and all that energy would effect our psychic system.
The Ghostly Image
Then one day I was in my friend’s bookstore. I was talking to this woman, and she didn’t hear me. She wouldn’t even look at me. I tried to talk louder to get her attention, but she did not aknowledge that I was even there and I was so close to her that I was practically touching her.
It seemed like I was a ghost. She was looking right at me and she didn’t see me. For her I wasn’t there. I felt very strange when she did this. I knew I must be a ghost, I didn’t yet exist in her reality. I was just something to look through and not see.
I knew this was a symptom of what I had done. I had changed who I was, and it was as if the world didn’t even know I existed, as if there were a transition period where other people could not see the changes that the release of beliefs had caused. The world had not yet caught up to who I was. The new me was a ghost.
Write Everything Down
I made notes in my notebook. I had to write down everything to see who I had been and who I was now after changing beliefs, after changing me. It was hard to remember that terribly shy, withdrawn person I used to be.
Life Is Not Continuous
I called it Sandy 1 and Sandy 2 and there was nothing inbetween. Inbetween I didn’t exist. People always think of a slow evolution in things that happen. A beliefs change, a personality change unfolds over time. Not so, I found out.
Life didn’t seem to be continuous. I was one thing, and then I was another. Most people don’t take notes, they don’t see everything that happens in the world around them. They don’t see the jumps in who they are. They just assume that they gradually changed.
An An Exciting Life
I know I still have many things to learn about beliefs. I loved beliefs work when I was doing it. It was an exciting time of my life… waking up in morning and thinking, now how can I change who I am today.
I really haven’t done beliefs work in a long time now, but I know one super major thing that I really should change in my life. So if one day you should see a ghostly image, don’t panic, it might just be me “in transition”.
Written by Sandra ColleRain Copyright © 2009
www.MasterOfPsychicEnergy.com
